Disappointment

Had a tough conversation w boyf. He feels he given up way too much for me.
Looking thru the conversation again&again. He don't likes to spend time w me anymore. :(


Saddening. I no longer know how to sort of my feelings to him. 10 months plus of relationship. screw up becas of him.

忘了我也不錯

This is the only place i could voice out all my thoughts.

My love life wasn't smooth lately, every night I'm having flashbacks to those nights, those nights when i realise i'm different in your eyes. but i hope he would start cherishing the moments. I'm sorry when i said i hated you. I feel the pain, those pain has been tough for me.

My friendship. i can only say:/ I'm just someone who they need when they needed me. Perhaps i'm always alone. 

Sometimes i hope, i will never get to see tmro. At least the worst scene of them wouldn't let me realise all this pain.